Today, Bella came out of ballet very upset that one of the little girls in the class was ignoring her.Apparently, there was an incident a couple weeks ago when Bella ( being that she is 5) told the little girl, "You are my best friend" to which the little girl responded, " NO, I'm not your best friend. So and so is my best friend!" And another incident previous to that one where Bella brought her friend on bring a friend day and wanted to sit by her, this other little girl sat between them and basically was friendly to Bella's friend but excluded Bella. Bella was very upset that day, as well. Friendship has been a big theme lately at our household. I think it has a lot to do with being new to this entire kindergarten situation. It's like everything revolves around who your friends are...wow, sounds a lot like high school.
Anyways, I've always been a big advocate of the "to have a good friend, you've got to be a good friend" mantra.Hell, you've all heard me preach it...time and time again. To an extent, I do believe that. Well, I certainly believe it...if they are in fact your friend. Now, it has recently come to light that there seems to be, what I can only classify as "mean girls" in the elementary girl set. I can't even believe I am saying this because it sounds so freaking ridiculous. But believe me you, I'm finding this all out the hard way. Not so much the boys, but it seems girls learn very early on about this competition amongst one another. I for one am an advocate of sisterhood and that has been what I have been trying to instill with all this To have a good friend, you've got to be a good friend business.
But what do you do,when your child is heeding your advice and giving and giving some more when the other child is just taking and even worse..rejecting. I want my daughters to give people chances and not judge them by first impressions, but its hard to teach this when my girls are the only ones adhering to these rules. There's only so many times I can watch my child, all bright eyed and bushy tailed, approach another child only to have the other child ignore or reject my child. I'm not going to lie. It pisses me off. I try to teach my girls to be nice, respectful and giving in their relationships and I am watching it being met with unresponsiveness or insincere responses. I don't necessarily think that these parents aren't teaching their kids how to behave appropriately. I just think that I am around a lot more and so by being there, my girls follow the rules and it also gives me the opportunity to see the other children sometimes ( some more than others) behaving badly.
Today, I had enough. I had enough of Bella getting upset. I had enough of her feeling rejected. I had enough of this other little girl ignoring her hellos and goodbyes. I had enough of this little girls smart ass comments. She actually told my daughter, "I'm better than you because I am older and can dance better!" WTF? She is older. But my daughter is younger...and was placed at the same level. You do the math. This little girl used to be her friend. We moved away. Moved back. And the kid has metamorphosed into a full on raging mean girl. I know, how awful do I sound referring to a 6 year old as a raging anything? I'm sure there is a special place in hell for me...but I'm also pretty sure that kid is going to be there right with me.
So, I took my little girl's sweet little tear stained face into my hands and I told her "Forget about her! You don't need friends like that." To which Bella responded, "Yeah, because she is mean and stupid and she won't let the other girls play with me." Me: " Bella we don't call people stupid (even if they are). When you see her if she says hi, say hi back, If she doesn't, just act like you don't care!" Am I wrong? I can't keep telling my little girl to turn the other cheek when every which way she turns, this little girl is metaphorically slapping her in the face...and harder each time. I don't know what is motivating this behavior.I don't honestly care. I just refuse to teach my kid to be a doormat to others. Maybe I should teach my girls the 3 strikes you're out rule? That gives people an ample amount of time to redeem themselves, right? Of course, even under those circumstances this mouthy little girl would still be left in the OUT pile.Happy Mothering! Does this ever get any easier?